Where I feel Dysphoria

A list of parts of my body that I'm self-conscious about and make me feel disgusting:

1. My head - I feel like I have a disproportionally small head compared to my body.
2. My cheeks - I have quite chubby cheeks, which everyone loves to point out.
3. My jaw - I have a very soft jaw line.
4. My lack of facial hair - I'd love a beard.
5. My neck - I have a long, slender neck. Although, I have notices that it's getting broader since I started T.
6. My shoulders - They aren't broad enough.
7. My arms - I'm working on gaining a little bit more muscle so they're not quite so thin and gangly.
8. My torso - I have a very narrow torso, I wish it were wider.
9. My chest - Well... I have boobs.
10. My stomach - I've put on a lot of weight since starting T.
11. My hips - My hips are the thing I hate most. They're wide and make me so angry and upset. If I ever have a day when I don't want to leave the house, it's because I'm extremely unhappy about my hips.
12. My bum - Although it's getting smaller, it's not small enough yet.
13. My thighs - I have chubby thighs, which I hate.
14. My calves - They're very thin compared to my thighs. I think it looks weird.
15. My feet - I'm a size 5. Do you know how difficult it is to find decent men's shoes in size 5?!

Altogether I just feel very out of proportion.

A list of parts of my body that I like:

1. My hair - It's very soft and appears to change colour depending on the weather.
2. My eyes - I like the fact that they're quite greeny.
3. My teeth - I had braces, so my teeth are pretty straight.
4. My tattoos - My trans tattoo and my t-rex tattoo mean a lot to me.

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